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Thank you, Jax.. 
Appearance
Name: ~ Neomenia
Age: ~ 19
Gender: ~ Male
Sexual orientation: ~ Pansexual
Height: ~ 5'4
Hair colour: ~ Blue Black
Favourite feature: ~ Of my appearance?! Eyes//
Home life
Parent's marital status?: ~ I don't know my real parents and the current 'parental figures' I have in my life are not really good at parenting.. They aren't divorced but they have been living separately for 7 years now...
State/area you live in: ~ I'm just gonna say Balkans.
What does your room look like?: ~ I used to have a lot of posters on my walls.. I kinda miss them.. I currently have these mirror-like things glued over my bed and a dreamcatcher hanging from it.. Everything else is.. random books, bracelets, necklaces, headphones, magazines, notebooks, cosmetics, blankets and towels scattered all over my bed.. It's a normal thing for me.. *shrugs*
When do you usually go to sleep?: ~ After trying really hard for like 5-48 hours.
When do you usually wake up?: ~ Between 6 a.m. and 2 p.m.
Listening to?: ~ Na Na Na (Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na)
Eating: ~ Chocolates and some cookies.
Wearing: ~ A striped shirt and tracksuit pants..
Talking to: ~ Myself.
Feeling: ~ Kinda tired cause it's past fucking 3 a.m. and I've been awake for over 12 hours already.
Happy about?: ~ Not being at home all day every day.
Sad about?: ~ I'm stressing out cause this guy's going to the Nederlands at some point and is gonna stay there quite a while and I go out just to be with him and I'm gonna go insane QAQ
Favorite
Song: ~ If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn by Sleeping With Sirens
Person: ~ Kira 'ttebane >///<
Member of your family: ~ My cat.
Animal: ~ Wolves.
Thing to wear: ~ mah XXXL fluffy shirt that I use as a jacket and never leave without no matter how hot it is.
Day of the week: ~ Any day I get that wonderfully awful feeling... 'ttebayo.
Thing to do: ~ Playing hacky.. near him..
Drink: ~Coffee. Any energy drink that doesn't have a bad taste.
Thing about yourself: ~ Whut? I can sing.. I look like an elf? idunno.
Thing to talk about: ~ Anime. Music. Paranormal stuff. Science stuff. Esoteric stuff. Kira.
Love life
Single or taken?: ~ Waiting for kouhai to notice me.
Crushing currently?: ~ NOTICE MEH!! QAQ
Longest crush you've ever had?: ~ This is the actual first one. It lasted like 3 months or so.. and now it's worse..
First kiss?: ~ With my best friend, Danna <3 (and she was like I'm only teaching it's not like we're going out or stuff... and I was like *sadface*)
Last person you kissed?: ~ Danna. Or Cveti.. I think.. Like a few days ago..
Describe your crush: ~ Tall, skinny, awesome hair, brown eyes (that he hates and wants to steal mine cause they're awesome), likes a wide variety of music genres, is younger than me but looks like he's my age (which is like the total opposite of me..) and he kinda looks like a praying mantis.. xD
Does your crush know you like them (if applicable): ~ Yes. I told him like two days after I found out it was getting worse *cough*love*cough*
Have you ever
Bungee jumped: ~ Nope.
Gone skinny dipping: ~ Nah.
Smoked: ~ Yes and I'll smoke forever.
Drank: ~ Alcohol? Tried it. Recently *because of reasons* I started sipping some beer.. but I still hate it.
Done drugs: ~ No.
Skipped school: ~ So many times.
Been suspended or expelled: ~ Almost got expelled this year.
Been on TV: ~ Probably have been..
Made someone cry: ~ Do I look like a nice creature?
Fallen in love: ~ For the first time. Like two weeks ago. And counting..
Appearance
Name: ~ Neomenia
Age: ~ 19
Gender: ~ Male
Sexual orientation: ~ Pansexual
Height: ~ 5'4
Hair colour: ~ Blue Black
Favourite feature: ~ Of my appearance?! Eyes//
Home life
Parent's marital status?: ~ I don't know my real parents and the current 'parental figures' I have in my life are not really good at parenting.. They aren't divorced but they have been living separately for 7 years now...
State/area you live in: ~ I'm just gonna say Balkans.
What does your room look like?: ~ I used to have a lot of posters on my walls.. I kinda miss them.. I currently have these mirror-like things glued over my bed and a dreamcatcher hanging from it.. Everything else is.. random books, bracelets, necklaces, headphones, magazines, notebooks, cosmetics, blankets and towels scattered all over my bed.. It's a normal thing for me.. *shrugs*
When do you usually go to sleep?: ~ After trying really hard for like 5-48 hours.
When do you usually wake up?: ~ Between 6 a.m. and 2 p.m.
Listening to?: ~ Na Na Na (Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na)
Eating: ~ Chocolates and some cookies.
Wearing: ~ A striped shirt and tracksuit pants..
Talking to: ~ Myself.
Feeling: ~ Kinda tired cause it's past fucking 3 a.m. and I've been awake for over 12 hours already.
Happy about?: ~ Not being at home all day every day.
Sad about?: ~ I'm stressing out cause this guy's going to the Nederlands at some point and is gonna stay there quite a while and I go out just to be with him and I'm gonna go insane QAQ
Favorite
Song: ~ If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn by Sleeping With Sirens
Person: ~ Kira 'ttebane >///<
Member of your family: ~ My cat.
Animal: ~ Wolves.
Thing to wear: ~ mah XXXL fluffy shirt that I use as a jacket and never leave without no matter how hot it is.
Day of the week: ~ Any day I get that wonderfully awful feeling... 'ttebayo.
Thing to do: ~ Playing hacky.. near him..
Drink: ~
Thing about yourself: ~ Whut? I can sing.. I look like an elf? idunno.
Thing to talk about: ~ Anime. Music. Paranormal stuff. Science stuff. Esoteric stuff. Kira.
Love life
Single or taken?: ~ Waiting for kouhai to notice me.
Crushing currently?: ~ NOTICE MEH!! QAQ
Longest crush you've ever had?: ~ This is the actual first one. It lasted like 3 months or so.. and now it's worse..
First kiss?: ~ With my best friend, Danna <3 (and she was like I'm only teaching it's not like we're going out or stuff... and I was like *sadface*)
Last person you kissed?: ~ Danna. Or Cveti.. I think.. Like a few days ago..
Describe your crush: ~ Tall, skinny, awesome hair, brown eyes (that he hates and wants to steal mine cause they're awesome), likes a wide variety of music genres, is younger than me but looks like he's my age (which is like the total opposite of me..) and he kinda looks like a praying mantis.. xD
Does your crush know you like them (if applicable): ~ Yes. I told him like two days after I found out it was getting worse *cough*love*cough*
Have you ever
Bungee jumped: ~ Nope.
Gone skinny dipping: ~ Nah.
Smoked: ~ Yes and I'll smoke forever.
Drank: ~ Alcohol? Tried it. Recently *because of reasons* I started sipping some beer.. but I still hate it.
Done drugs: ~ No.
Self harmed: ~ Of course.
Cried of joy: ~ I don't remember such a thing.. from laughter yes but...
Been to the beach: ~ No. I live in a cave.Cried of joy: ~ I don't remember such a thing.. from laughter yes but...
Skipped school: ~ So many times.
Been suspended or expelled: ~ Almost got expelled this year.
Been on TV: ~ Probably have been..
Made someone cry: ~ Do I look like a nice creature?
Fallen in love: ~ For the first time. Like two weeks ago. And counting..
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I've been having a LOT of sleeping troubles.. I haven't been able to sleep normally for about 4 months and I'm just boarding the 5th one..
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I've changed so much...
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...without even realizing it.
I already got it all out of my system I just wanted to write this down for myself.. and maybe for anyone whose reading.. I'm not eve going to put it into detail.. I just.. realized it yesterday.. I realize it now.. and it feel awesome.. just not caring anymore.. Not giving a single flying fuck.. so I might actually be happy by next year.. at least a little bit.. I can move on with my life and not look back at the train wreck after a train wreck of my past.. It will haunt me, I'm sure.. but it won't be as painful as it was until now.. and it makes me kinda happy.. a little bit..
I already got it all out of my system I just wanted to write this down for myself.. and maybe for anyone whose reading.. I'm not eve going to put it into detail.. I just.. realized it yesterday.. I realize it now.. and it feel awesome.. just not caring anymore.. Not giving a single flying fuck.. so I might actually be happy by next year.. at least a little bit.. I can move on with my life and not look back at the train wreck after a train wreck of my past.. It will haunt me, I'm sure.. but it won't be as painful as it was until now.. and it makes me kinda happy.. a little bit..
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So I've been stealing from a lot...
[x] Kissed someone before dating (Still hoping she'd date me.. she was the first one I kissed.. she was the one who taught me.. she's younger than me.. yay..?!)
a lot...[x] Kissed someone before dating (Still hoping she'd date me.. she was the first one I kissed.. she was the one who taught me.. she's younger than me.. yay..?!)
[x] Gotten a phone taken away at school
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum
[x] Gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 4
[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times (HAHAHAHAHAH.. hahahhah.. hahah.. ha.. ...)
[x] Didn't do homework over 5 times (pfft...)
[x] Turned at least 2 projects in late (*cries from laughing*)
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class (I wonder how this didn't happen before middle school.. we laughed a LOT!!)
Total so far: 8
[x] Got your mum, dad, etc. to get you out of school
[x] Text people during class
[x] Passed notes
[x] Threw stuff across the room
[x] Laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 13
[x] Took pictures during school hours
[x] Called someone during school hours
[x] Listened to iPod, CD, etc. during school hours
Total so far: 16
[x] Threw something at the teacher (or at least I think I have...)
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission
[x] Broke the dress code
[x] Failed a class
[x] Ate food during class (How is this failing?)
Total so far: 21
[x] Gotten a call from school
[x] Been called the worst student (at least the bitch says so..)
[x] Punished on a school trip because you behaved badly
[x] Didn't take your stuff to school
[x] Given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
Total so far: 26
[x] Faked your parents signature
[x] Slept in class (HEY! HEY! HEY! I stayed up all night finishing a project for History class..)
[x] Cursed at a teacher behind their back
[ ] Copied homework
[ ] Got in trouble with the principal/vice principal
[x] Thrown food in the lunch room (not that we ever had a lunch room.. but if we did I would have..)
Total so far: 30
~How I didn't get 100% is beyond me...
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Zodiac Meme.. because fuck you..
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I might have stolen this from 
Aries
[x] You love adventure.
[ ] You are very energetic.
[ ] Confident and enthusiastic.
[x] You're sharp and quick minded.
[x] Passionate.
[x] You can be self-centred at times.
[ ] You are quick tempered.
[x] Impulsive.
[x] Procrastinator.
[x] You take unnecessary risks.
Total: 7
Taurus
[x] Reliable.
[x] You have lots of patience.
[x] You are very determined.
[ ] Your mind is very secured.
[x] It's easy for you to become jealous.
[ ] You can be resentful.
[x] You can become greedy at times.
[ ] You are rigid.
[ ] You want to go in the business industry.
[x] You are extremely faithful.
Total: 6
Gemini
[x] You are very versatile.
[ ] You like changes.
[ ] You are talkative.
[x] You seem to be very quick-witted.
[x] You're pretty smart.
[x] You would consider yourself to be polite.
[ ] Energetic.
[x] You are very inconsistent.
[x] Prone to nervousness.
[x] Cunning.
Total: 7
Cancer
[x] You are very loving.
[x] Emotional.
[x] Very sensitive.
[ ] You're very nurturing.
[x] You have an active imagination.
[ ] It's not hard for you to be sympathetic.
[x] Very indecisive.
[ ] Clingy.
[x] Over-emotional.
[x] You are very moody.
Total: 7
Leo
[x] You are generous.
[x] Warm-hearted.
[x] You believe you're pretty creative.
[ ] You tend to be bossy at times.
[ ] Very outgoing.
[x] You make sure you are 100% faithful.
[ ] You are intolerant.
[x] You interfere a lot.
[x] You are a loving person.
[x] Open minded.
Total: 7
Virgo
[x] You are very modest.
[x] You have the tendency to be shy.
[x] Reliable.
[ ] You are practical.
[x] Intelligent.
[ ] You are very fussy.
[x] You tend to worry.
[ ] You can be overcritical at times.
[x] Perfectionist.
[ ] You are conservative.
Total: 6
Libra
[x] Romantic and charming.
[ ] You are very easygoing and sociable.
[x] You're an idealist.
[x] Very caring.
[x] You get told that you are talented.
[ ] You enjoy change.
[ ] You are flirtatious.
[x] You have a short temper.
[x] Daydreaming is one of your hobbies.
[x] Gullible.
Total: 7
Scorpio
[x] You are determined.
[x] Emotional.
[ ] You are powerful and passionate.
[x] You are easily liked.
[ ] Patient.
[ ] You are loyal.
[x] Generous.
[x] You become jealous easily.
[x] You tend to be secretive.
[ ] You have strong sexual desires.
Total: 6
Sagittarius
[x] You are optimistic.
[x] You love your freedom.
[x] You are very honest.
[x] Adventurous.
[x] You are careless.
[x] Tendency to be irresponsible.
[x] You become depressed easily.
[x] You are restless.
[x] You take those around you for granted.
[x] You care about the environment.
Total: 10
Capricorn
[x] You are very cautious.
[x] Reserved.
[x] Very ambitious.
[ ] You stay cool under pressure.
[ ] Others say you are funny.
[ ] You are pessimistic.
[x] You don't show your sensitivity to others.
[x] You are sometimes selfish.
[x] Hold onto grudges.
[ ] You have great patience.
Total: 6
Aquarius
[x] You are friendly.
[ ] Humanitarian.
[ ] You are lively.
[ ] Honest and loyal.
[x] You crave to be different.
[x] You are independent.
[x] Unpredictable.
[x] You are chaotic.
[x] Rebellious.
Aries
[x] You love adventure.
[ ] You are very energetic.
[ ] Confident and enthusiastic.
[x] You're sharp and quick minded.
[x] Passionate.
[x] You can be self-centred at times.
[ ] You are quick tempered.
[x] Impulsive.
[x] Procrastinator.
[x] You take unnecessary risks.
Total: 7
Taurus
[x] Reliable.
[x] You have lots of patience.
[x] You are very determined.
[ ] Your mind is very secured.
[x] It's easy for you to become jealous.
[ ] You can be resentful.
[x] You can become greedy at times.
[ ] You are rigid.
[ ] You want to go in the business industry.
[x] You are extremely faithful.
Total: 6
Gemini
[x] You are very versatile.
[ ] You like changes.
[ ] You are talkative.
[x] You seem to be very quick-witted.
[x] You're pretty smart.
[x] You would consider yourself to be polite.
[ ] Energetic.
[x] You are very inconsistent.
[x] Prone to nervousness.
[x] Cunning.
Total: 7
Cancer
[x] You are very loving.
[x] Emotional.
[x] Very sensitive.
[ ] You're very nurturing.
[x] You have an active imagination.
[ ] It's not hard for you to be sympathetic.
[x] Very indecisive.
[ ] Clingy.
[x] Over-emotional.
[x] You are very moody.
Total: 7
Leo
[x] You are generous.
[x] Warm-hearted.
[x] You believe you're pretty creative.
[ ] You tend to be bossy at times.
[ ] Very outgoing.
[x] You make sure you are 100% faithful.
[ ] You are intolerant.
[x] You interfere a lot.
[x] You are a loving person.
[x] Open minded.
Total: 7
Virgo
[x] You are very modest.
[x] You have the tendency to be shy.
[x] Reliable.
[ ] You are practical.
[x] Intelligent.
[ ] You are very fussy.
[x] You tend to worry.
[ ] You can be overcritical at times.
[x] Perfectionist.
[ ] You are conservative.
Total: 6
Libra
[x] Romantic and charming.
[ ] You are very easygoing and sociable.
[x] You're an idealist.
[x] Very caring.
[x] You get told that you are talented.
[ ] You enjoy change.
[ ] You are flirtatious.
[x] You have a short temper.
[x] Daydreaming is one of your hobbies.
[x] Gullible.
Total: 7
Scorpio
[x] You are determined.
[x] Emotional.
[ ] You are powerful and passionate.
[x] You are easily liked.
[ ] Patient.
[ ] You are loyal.
[x] Generous.
[x] You become jealous easily.
[x] You tend to be secretive.
[ ] You have strong sexual desires.
Total: 6
Sagittarius
[x] You are optimistic.
[x] You love your freedom.
[x] You are very honest.
[x] Adventurous.
[x] You are careless.
[x] Tendency to be irresponsible.
[x] You become depressed easily.
[x] You are restless.
[x] You take those around you for granted.
[x] You care about the environment.
Total: 10
Capricorn
[x] You are very cautious.
[x] Reserved.
[x] Very ambitious.
[ ] You stay cool under pressure.
[ ] Others say you are funny.
[ ] You are pessimistic.
[x] You don't show your sensitivity to others.
[x] You are sometimes selfish.
[x] Hold onto grudges.
[ ] You have great patience.
Total: 6
Aquarius
[x] You are friendly.
[ ] Humanitarian.
[ ] You are lively.
[ ] Honest and loyal.
[x] You crave to be different.
[x] You are independent.
[x] Unpredictable.
[x] You are chaotic.
[x] Rebellious.
[ ] You tend to be unemotional.
Total: 6
Pisces
[x] You are imaginative.
[x] You are very sensitive.
[x] You are emotionally weak.
[x] Artistic.
[x] You are idealistic.
[x] You tend to be careless.
[ ] You are easily confused.
[ ] You are sometimes immoral.
[x] Receptive to new thinking.
[ ] Impractical.
Total: 7
Total: 6
Pisces
[x] You are imaginative.
[x] You are very sensitive.
[x] You are emotionally weak.
[x] Artistic.
[x] You are idealistic.
[x] You tend to be careless.
[ ] You are easily confused.
[ ] You are sometimes immoral.
[x] Receptive to new thinking.
[ ] Impractical.
Total: 7
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